Read and Write

I have been reading a lot more then writing as of late. There was a time in my life were reading was the last thing on my mind or on my agenda. First because I was not a good or even a fair reader. I thank God for the gift of being able to write because there was that same time when I could not write either. Anything that I ever had to write, a contract or a proposal my beloved wife or one of my daughters would type or write it for me.

When I gave my heart to follow the Lord Jesus Christ, He asked me to pick up pen and paper and start to write. I said Lord you know that I am not a writer, my spelling is horrible. This is why I give all the praise to God for everything that I write. God always knows what is our weakness and determines what gift to give us. Reason being, that in doing that, only He can get the Glory for what He has us to do. I have now been writing poetry and my life story for nearly three years. Also in the process of writing, my reading has improved 100% and I have also found a love for reading. With reading I have also found new knowledge and a lot of God's given wisdom. The Bible says that wisdom is from God and He gives it freely to those who of Him ask. I have found His wisdom in the reading of His word daily. I have found His friendship in prayer and will admit that I need and will do more of that(pray). I know and believe that God is always found at....

Kingdom's Place

I do not linger around worried or perplexed
at the events or the turns my life have taken as of late
I have faith and trust God, that He orchestrated this way
to give me peace and a joy, I can not with many words explain
I no longer cry but rather enjoy the moment of each new day
though I find myself alone at times, yet by my side He stays
where I walk, when I work, as I peddle and when down I lay

To rest all my fears, I have put at His throne when I pray
To God who is the potter and I am happy just to be the clay
molded into a vessel for His glory and to God all the praise
for clearly I am not worthy but His mercy is amazing Grace
I pray for that day when of the old me, there is not a trace
for my beloved, the truth to life and His way to Kingdom's place.

written by Tbone / atw Jah
on 01.15.2009

GOD BLESS .. Tbone out

I hate 2 Dream

Dreams

I hate for my mind to wander, when my body is asleep
I know that I get no rest, I wake and feel I am not at ease
to God I pray and plead, what is it You want from me?
Two or three hours is not enough, but just a tease
I rise and my thoughts I find, that I need to release

I muse about the one that I dearly love and miss
I think, what did I do to have no one, before bed to kiss
one who is constantly in my head, before each day I dismiss

Day visions I have, of a greater future in Christ Jesus
free of the every day rut, in time I know will come soon
Reveries will materialize, as the sun by day and night the moon
they are as real as the twilight stars, I see outside my room

Some are nightmares, myself I wake before they end in doom
sitting on the edge, I find I am momentarily in a state of gloom
To Heaven I look so that my mind, may play a different tune
of God I request, that incubus evil, He would instantly prune
away with all that plagues my Blues, her heart and my dreams

written by Tbone / atw JAH
on 11.06.2008

Happy New You

As my Pastor, Pastor Bob from Calvary Chapel Ft. Lauderdale said tonight on this new years eve instead of saying Happy New Year, we should say to one another Happy New You. God Bless and a Happy New You in this new year of 2009

God Bless Tbone out

Not by Sight, but by Faith

God's Providence

When times get tough, God's strength is my staff
when I'm confuse, I must look to Him for answers
Wait though the current, may and will get rough
trust that what is obvious, is not always the real stuff

Story is since Genesis , it has all been only, His craft
always knowing that without trails, there's no crown
Life is a journey of wilderness, but bares more sunshine
Jah has a reason for when it rains and for when it pours
when life is a breeze and when the wind brings a storm

With pressure that at times are destructive and uncalled
For a good treasure, one has to decide and dig down deep
having faith that what can't be seen, will soon come to be.
Life may prove crazy, but Jah some how, brings ease.

written by Tbone / atw JAH
on 06.10.2008
edited / Blueyes
Title by Mildred Ortiz

Christmas has some what lost its meaning for most people, they don't even give a thought to the fact that it is not about a Christmas tree or how many lights you put up to shine on your windows.. its not about how many presents are under that tree or how much money you spend or is spent on you.. To be honest Santa Clause has nothing to do with Christmas but it is Satan's way of trying to steal and distract us from what Christmas is really all about .. that weasel has been trying to steal Jesus' Glory from the day of His birth.. I often ask people, how would you like if on your birthday a party would be thrown and everybody got a present and you were forgotten.. How would you feel? .. what would you think? .. would your feeling be hurt? .. Think about it .. that is exactly how God must feel when we go all out for all the wrong reasons .. in His due season .. We don't give to the needy but we go broke at the mall .. we don't go to church and sing Him Happy Birthday to Jesus .. but we go to a company party and get stone .. I can go on and on and on but I won't because I am sure you get my drift and can see were I'm coming from so I leave you with a poem I wrote on a Christmas past.. God bless you and let get it together and pay tribute were it is and to Whom it is truly due..



A True Meaning of Christmas

Began with the Christ who was long before,
the foundations of the earth, N the beginning of time.
at that manger a human, God Himself Formed,
His word from an angel, 2 a virgin, Jesus was born.
on a bed of straws N from His country scorned.

2 open His eyes in darkness N make it light.
that star from heaven is still bright N our guide.
which brought 2 Him kings, shepherds N the wise.
2 worship the Princes of Peace N Savior of mankind.

Some have forgotten the true meaning at times.
It's not about Santa, the Clause, it's we've become blind.
On a day 2 honor His birthday, we spend money N time

Teaching about a man in red, his sled N deer that can fly.
I'm sure Kris was a good man, but never the Christ
2 steal from GOD any glory or the spot light.
Wouldn't like it on your birthday, I'm sure-I'm right.
Believing the truth is, A True Meaning Of Christmas.

Written By Tbone / Olga R.
and the wisdom of JAH
On 12.18 - 12.21.2007

My two older Treasures

A few weeks ago I posted pictures of my two younger grandchildren and had said that I would follow the next week with my two oldest and yes I am sorry I failed to do so.. not to make any excuses but in the last few month my life has gotten a little complicated if I were looking at it with my human eyes.. but according to my spiritual eyes the spirit of God says all is under His control and since I have for almost three years now learn to walk strictly by faith I am trusting my Heavenly Father that all is good .. never the less I am human and at times my heart gets heavy and my brain runs off on me.. those are the times when I have to call on the name of Jesus to settle my mind and bring comfort to my heart..

Now back to the real reason why you have come to visit me and that is to see my Tuesday Treasures .. so just scroll on down and see two of the loves of my life and if after that you want to read on and see why I carried on at the beginning of this post be my guest and then you can also help me pray for the soul of my beloved wife and blue eye queen who these days is a totally lost soul in need of our savior..


Joey, 5 yrs old:green belt han mudo



Marisol, 9 yrs old holding Payton 2 wks old

Familar Pain

It has taken me close to a week to want to come back and write into my Blog.. here where it is I who can write or say what is in my heart or on my mind.. These days I find myself strictly and only writing into a journal I have been keeping for almost three years since I gave my life and my heart to my Savior and Lord Jesus Christ .. Its a journal I keep of my journey with first God and also with my beloved wife .. both when she is present and even more when she finds herself absent in my life and in the life of our children.. One verse comes to mind and has been in my mind for months and it is the main and sad reason why today I find myself alone again and until God wills it otherwise..

19 Better to dwell in the wilderness,
Than with a contentious and angry woman
Proverbs 21:19

I have found that it is very hard to serve God if our spouse is not and wants not to be a believer and a follower of Christ.. My wife for what ever reason does not want to trust my God or me for her future but decided to put her trust in herself and my feelings counted for nothing.. thank God for His peace and for His strength or I have no idea how I would have survived this pain twice..


Beloved Pain

Atom bombs annihilated and destroyed two cities
Nuclear weapons wipe out countries and nations
Guns kill people, with more bullets, generations
Knifes and sharp edges pierces through flesh

Planes that miss landing bring nobody home
Trains collide and many souls and lives are lost
Cars crash, hit man, child and broken are bones
Ships in rough seas are swallowed with its crew

Volcano's erupt burning up small and large towns
Tsunami's rise and thousands come up missing
Hurricanes have destructive winds and force
Tornado's twist and take residence and homes
Floods move mountains and every thing en-between

Words with no meaning hurt the ones that we love
But all these come short, in a violent wicked world
Where a woman can do, to break a man's heart
Thank God He's my Love, peace and healer of hearts..

written by Tbone / atw JAH
on 02.20.2008

God Bless .. Tbone out